to my imaginary love
To My Imaginary...
I have said “I love you” for too many times, to too many ppl,
so many that I do not even know what it means now;
I think I love you,
I think I am truely so, this time,
but I am not sure;
Even if I am, this love can be transient;
I have no means to promise the eternity of this love,
and in that sense,
I do not even have the right to say “I love you”,
for I am ashamed of...
And so, I wish of nothing from you;
I deserve not someone as good as you are.
I wish we could be together one day, truly and selfishly though;
I wish for a chance to be nice to you,
to be the best I can,
to make your life prettier;
I wish I can be given the chance to show you how much I care for you.
I wish to die in your arms, for you,
so that time stops at that moment,
so that, the statement 'my love for you will not die' is assigned the true value,
for we simply will not have time to falsify the love,
no matter how transient it may be.
Till then, and only then, I can say, with no embarrassment at all, that
“I LOVE YOU!”